Why do bitches think that they wont get hit?

..... and not just Females.. but BITCHES.. why does someone think they can talk shit.. push.. spit on.. throw shit at.. steal from.. other people and not have to pay for it?

Its the worst i have ever seen it in my life here in Tampa but i feel like its a nationwide epidemic. Do we really live in such a litigious society that people think they can just disrespect people up and to the point of assault, because todays person feels like the worst that will happen is you will beat their ass and they will sue?  I genuinely want some feedback on this because.. i dont get it.


A little about me.. when im not doing commercial print or video work , i dance.. its filler time for when i travel.. and its extra work at home if things are slow. BUT i work at this really upscale, Steak House/Gentleman's club its not full nude and its the number 1 non-nude payout in Tampa..

So.. we all know there is a game to strip clubs but, its just another club.. Im not a stripper, this doesnt define me.. and as easy as i would think  guy is hot as a teller at bank of america.. i can find a guy attractive here.. i mean i still gotta do my job .. and i AM here to pay bills..  but im dressed up and feeling sexy and we are all drinking.. so sometimes.. when a girl flirts.. she is actually flirting..

The difference is... i like to keep the flow going.. you dont HAVE to spend $100 to get me to sit and talk to you (but thank you!! <3s). But if you and i have shut off work and are chilling like we were on a date.. well... i want my date to get me a lapdance. .and a drink .. and some money to throw.. and normally (Girls Listen) if a guy is having fun and his wallet is open he will keep it open..

Common sense right?

But these bitches DONT GET IT....(now guys) these girls think you are going to single handedly finance their education(lol)... TONIGHT.. with the money you have ON YOU.. and you are going to spend ever penny on HER and she would rather you close your wallet and sit on it than to give another girl the time of day.. 

This week alone.. i have had girls tell customers im married.. my ass is fake.. my hair is fried.. i stink..


Which is all true.. but still....

lol i kid i kid!!!

But i literally had to put a girl on her ass last night because she was first harassing one of my close friends.. like.. would not take no for an answer.. then when they threw some money for me on stage.. went back over there and told them "Dont waste your time shes married" .. first off they were my friends and they know my relationship status well enough they dont need to hear about it from someone who doesnt know me... secondly.. whether i am or not.. why would you try to close his wallet for him? There were 5 of them.. what if the one who drove was the only one digging me.. and i was the only girl there he was feeling.. So now you chased him off.. and he took his friends with him.. WHO WINS IN THAT SITCH?? 

Thats when i said something and in typical Tampa fashion she called me out, said some stupid shit to me.. and when i got back in her face.. she did nothing.. but kept talking about how she was going to beat my ass all night.. So .. now.. youre mad at ME.. for you.. offending a customer.. my friend.. and trying to cock block my money? So when she walked by and jabbed me with a catty ass elbow.. i hit her in the throat and threw her on her ass. So she gets up and starts talking again... about how shes gonna beat me up.. uhmm .. i just put you on your butt and you didnt do shit.. so why talk about it now?!?

I just see this kinda thing too often.. not just in the strip club.. just people being an asshole and talking tough.. when they really want NOTHING to do with it.. its corny.

As far as the club goes.. imma be honest... if i were to make a $1000 a night but i had to be like them and be...  miserable.. and hate being there.. have to stab girls in the back... then have them stab me.. and have to do some of the shit some of them do to make money....

Or we could ALL make $500 a night and LOVE my job.. and not have to be a back stabbing whore to do it?

Id take the pay cut.

Ok.. so its been a minute.. but immmm baacckkkkkkkk...

I havent written lately been super busy, but here is a brief, whats-what of whats been up..



1: I tried out for "BadGirls Club", i went to Gainseville to the open casting, and let me say this, if i knew it was going to be tryouts for "The Real HoodRats of Florida" i wouldnt have wasted the time it took to put the gas in the car.. much less the time it took to drive all the way up to Gator country...

First off i LOVE bad girls club, i love the drama i love the action, i love the cute girls running around a mansion in their underwear drunk in front of camera!! But this.. mess.. that was there.. the untrimmed , kandy painted eagle talon nails, the prismatic hair weaves, the spongebob squarepants racing jackets.. the screaming at each other and trying to fight a the security.. at the door.. in the middle of the day.. in the middle of the road... thanks.. but no.. this is one call back im genuinely glad i didnt get, all the way home i was debating making the drive back up there the next day if i did get the call, but fortunately that decision was made for me. It was a genuine disappointment, and if it was a sign of how the season is going to be, i will NOT have my dvr set to record, if i want to watch a bunch of trash argue with each other it wont be in a mansion in LA it will be on Springer.


2: So my car was wrecked under mysterious circumstances , i tried to report it stolen , and was told i couldnt, even though there was no driver in the car and no idea who was in it when it was wrecked, this happened in FEBRUARY.. so now.. 4 months later.. and $5000.00 in rental car payments.. insurance dropping me, and $1700 in stuff insurance isnt covering, im HOPING to get my car back next week!!!  FUCK TAMPA.. if anyone is even thinking about coming here for more than just a short visit.. i recommend seeing a professional, ask him why you have such self destructive tenancies.


3. IM moving moving, back , back , to cali.. to cali.. I declined an extension on my lease, im moving into a temporary corporate housing spot, and waiting it out til september, then im running full tilt back to the Left coast, i already started selling all my big stuff.. If it wont fit in a 4x8 trailer or my car.. im leaving it here.. time for a new start!!!